I was Facebooking with a friend the other day about a phenomenal concert we’d both seen the night before – a performance by the Clover Choraliers, an award-winning high school choir from the upstate – and she mentioned that their first number had brought her to tears.
“It brought me to tears, too,” I responded. “And I remained there.”
I’ve been doing a lot of soul-searching lately; trying to figure out how to raise children in challenging times. The way I remember it, growing up was so much simpler than it is today. And with every generation that ticks by, we lose even more of an appreciation for the smaller, quieter things in life. To me, innocence is becoming as fleeting and as fine as the white blur of the blown dandelion weed.
Recently, I was lying in bed at 3:40 am – never a great time to be awake – thinking about the column I had to write later that day. When you’ve been penning columns for 15 years, like me, you sometimes approach them with a degree of weariness. (Been there, said that, and who cares, anyway?) If you’re also approaching deadline, that weariness can be tinged with panic. Weary panic is an unpleasant sensation.
And for the life of me, I just can’t figure out why. Whenever they come out with the “Top Ten Most Dangerous Jobs List" every year, it always leaves me wondering who “they” actually are and what type of qualifications “they” possess to come up with the list in the first place.
It’s still springtime, and my Adventures in Nature continue apace. I’ve come to rely on them as an antidote to all the noise and chaos out there – maybe even a permanent vaccination, though I’m still experimenting with that theory. Much testing left to do.
Not too long ago, I was atop my high horse telling everyone who would listen how I was done. Finished. Absolutely complete. No longer interested in the baby train, dirty diaper, sleepless nights of life on the Midnight Express.